Hi Dad! How you doing up there? I miss you. Everyday, there’s always something that reminds me of you. I can’t help but breakdown right now. Looking through pictures, remembering all the times I was stupid enough to think this wouldn’t really happen. That none of it was true. I couldn’t accept the fact that things go by quickly. I wanted to change, but by that time it was already too late. There’s nothing I could do now to change how I acted towards you. I hate myself for that and I’m really sorry. I hope one day I could truly make you proud of me. Until the day I get to see you again, I know you’ll always be by my side to guide me through everything. I love you Dad, see you soon.